This is a strange song for me. It’s more of a reflection on previous things in my youth that I felt had made me become the way I am now. It’s about the creation of my tendency to just feel completely helpless when I believe I cannot fully control any given situation. The song concludes with my admittance of the repetitive nature of these problems I build through seclusion from others to try to eliminate my tendency to feel helpless, but ultimately that feeling is only exponentially amplified by my actions.
lyrics
Pray for peace, cursed with bitter eyes.
Body has lost any will to try.
Hatred is the beat of my heart; a demon that has torn me apart.
This pain has a name - it is my own.
Trudged too many days through a broken home.
This apathy has fed on me - continuing endlessly.
Lost, alone, left all friends.
Easy to say I am dead again.
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